life

• Dirty dishes are in the sink
• Laundry is sitting in a pile, waiting to be washed
• Madison's toys scattered throughout the entire house, including bathrooms, pantries, and all small nooks.
• Carson's first and second outfit sitting in a pile because he either pooped or the dreaded "hose" (aka pee) sprayed it.
• Madison's uneaten lunch remains on her tray

Yet with all this chaos, which would never pass before (I would be stressed out!), I feel okay with it. 

All the positives in my life right now seem impossible. 

• A loving, caring, helpful, wonderful husband
• An adorable little girl whole is sweet, kind, gentle
• A beautiful, innocent, healthy baby boy

I just feel overwhelmed by God's gracious gifts to our family.  At times I feel undeserving of this life.

My life is not picture perfect yet to me this family is what life is all about.