i need to be........

I need to be.....

working out

doing laundry

eating lunch

taking a shower

picking up toys

getting ready for tot school this afternoon

finishing my book club book


instead I am......

aimlessly looking on the Internet

becoming a bobble head from fatigue

really wishing I could get energized to work out


Ben is out of town this week which I hate, almost as much as he hates being away.  He worries about us and we just want to give him hugs {Madison's exact words were, "Give Daddy Hug, Mommy?"}.  My excuse is always, I am busy the entire day, I want to just breathe during the minutes they are sleeping. 

My Madison has been on her best behavior.  Saying sweet things like "Mom, Love You!" or "Carson, BE QUIET."  Maybe that last comment isn't really sweet but I was thinking the same thing!  She has been a little helper, cleaning with Mommy and cooking with Mommy.  All the "fun" adventures we make up {I don't mention I win in the situation as well}. 

My Carson has had a week.  I started introducing soy and dairy.  I am not sure if that is the issue, teething or just getting a mild bug {he has such a runny nose}.  The trials of parenting never cease to amaze me. Always guessing "what is the problem".  I feel like I am on a game show, but the one that never gives you the correct answer. 

Many moments I think how "great" my children are.  Carson's sweet temperament and Madison's ever obeying personality.  But 5 minutes later all I can do is turn around because 2 children out screaming each other makes me want to scream too.  In those moments I always try take a deep breath, turn back around and say "Please use your words children."  Of course, they immediate calm down and express their needs.  HAHA!  I must be living in lala land.  But really, Madison {with a threat of a 2 minute time out} will calm down, state her need and we address the situation.  Carson, well not so much.  Usually I have to hold him and he touches my face like "Mom, you read my mind" this is what I wanted.

Now that Carson is crawling he will crawl at my feet and just lay his sweet head on my toes.  I mean, how can you not give extra hugs and kisses.  But Madison has seen that this is working and guess who else decided to try it.  Most times I end up with 2 kids in my arms.  The burnt hamburger will just have to wait!

Now that I have began rambling....I hope you have a great week. 

Please pray for my friends in CO.